Heidi is here!!!

My friend Tiffany had her baby yesterday. Kris, Tiffany's husband, called me this morning and said that Heidi was born yesterday. I went to the hospital at lunch to see them. She is so beautiful. She weighs 8 pounds 12 ounces and has a head full of hair. I just wanted to stay and hold her, but I told Tiffany I had to get back to work. Yeah, I left with baby pains. I pretty much had a horrible pregancy with Emma, but for some reason that is easy to forget after you have a baby and you start thinking of having another one. I think being a mother is the most wonderful gift a woman could ever receive. I absolutely love being a mother. I can say that because Emma is a wonderful baby (or toddler now, but I still call her my baby). Which also worries me about having another baby. There is no way I will ever be lucky enough to have another easy baby. Speaking of having another baby, Kevin called me this morning and out of no where he said he has been aching to have another baby. What!!! I was so okay until he said that. I thought, it's okay if I constantly think of having another set of pitter pattering feet around the house, but when the over analyzing, over prepared, we don't have the money husband is having the same feelings it makes it very difficult for me to be the sane one and say "There is no way we could have another baby with what we are paying for child care". I said it! I was the one who put my wants aside and gave the logical conclusion. Good for me. I will give myself a pat on the back.